Every one wants me to be okay but I am not okay. I will never be okay. Not like this, not without you. So, stop telling me to be okay. Stop telling me to move on. It doesn’t work like that. You don’t just move on from the love of your life. You don’t forget their arms around you at night or the sloppy look of their eyes in the morning. The memories of the birthdays and holidays and anniversaries don’t just fade away. They still live in your mind, still replay day after day, hour after hour. You don’t just find someone new because once you’ve had a love like that nothing else compares. It’s them or no one.